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underneath the stars

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen ~

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
insane things and anime dreams...
10/29/2008 09:56:00 pm

i just realised the title kinda rhymes. ah,heck.

today,i'm just going to rant.
yes,i know i promised to post about the farewell assembly. (this is more like a self-promise.. haha)
and yes,i know i'm supposed to go study. (i have my Emath02 tomorrow and i havent been practicing)


i'm had these weird dreams about characters from anime/manga.
heck,i dont even know what's wrong with me.

the first one i had was 2 mornings ago. and it most probably happened because A) i was reading VK even after 2am and B) my dad was hammering on his door's lock because he had accidentally locked himself outta his room (which was about 4 hours after i fell asleep at about 7+ or 8+ in the morn)
i cant believe i dreamt about an old man who claims to be aidou's grandfather looking for aidou. for one,he looked ridiculously like ichiou. and secondly,aidou was living in those sort of terrace houses and there are,amazingly,nobody looking when aidou-grandpa was wrestling with the lock on aidou-senpai's door. apparently he was making a LOT of noise (which could be my subconcious mind working with the noise my dad was making). i was some random girl (or was i yuuki? idk. cant remember) who just went up to him and asked him what was wrong. we (me and grandpa) walked off a little a ways and he told me he did something unforgivable and wanted aidou-senpai to forgive him. (imagine talking to a -an?- ichiou with sad eyes/expression)
idk what happened next because i was jolted awake by the stupid door knob.

second one.... just happened about 1 hour ago.. i was resting (?) from after the exam at home and i dreamt of haruhi (that ouran high girl) going home to visit her dad,and some random guy who was the principal of ouran high (idk if the real principal is a guy) spoke to haruhi, talking about 'a girl visiting a girl'.
and before that i dreamt of myself and my mother playing with soft toys,each toy having its own push-trolley and my bear was 3x its original size.

i'm telling you. i have zero idea what's going on.
and what's with all the 'family' stuff anyways?!

apparently,according to dreammoods.com.....
Cartoon Character
To see a specific cartoon character in your dream, consider the qualities and traits you associate with that particular character and how those traits come into play in some aspect of your waking life or situation. For example, to see Bugs Bunny in your dream may suggest your slyness and sneakiness. To see the Roadrunner may refer to something you are running from and not confronting.
and to see aidou-senpai,haruhi,and ichiou would mean.......???

Family
To see your own family in high spirits in your dream, symbolizes harmony and happiness. To see them gloomy, foretells of disappointment and sadness.
but i wasnt seeing my family,other than the part about me and mom having fun playing.
so mom and i are happy? what about dad and my brother?

Grandparents
To see your grandparents in your dream, symbolizes love, security, love, wisdom and protection.
To dream that you are searching for your grandparents, signifies your search for love and protection. You may be regressing to childhood needs.

okay.....but i wasnt even dreaming of MY own grandparents.

i think i'm digressing. the first one seems more.... idk.. correct? but i have no idea how these characters even relate to myself. bah. like i said,ranting. i'm going off now,so i'll probably talk later. bye~


Sunday, October 26, 2008
Tagged Quiz
10/26/2008 07:57:00 pm

i know i'm supposed to be studying now but whatever. haha.


Quiz

I'm tagged by: XiaoDan


Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag the people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1) Have you given your first kiss away?
Never.

2) Spoilt?
Define 'spoilt' please. but if you mean malfunctioning,then definately yes.

3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan and Italy. mentioned.

4) If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Salvation for the world so we can all go Home.

5) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Not at all.

6) Who/What are you afraid to lose the most now?
The people I love.

7) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Probably give most of it to my parents because they deserve it,and of course donate some,and spend some on the things i want/need. haha.

8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I have no idea. And I dont have anyone I like at the moment,so,moot.

9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
XiaoDan!!!!!
1. fun conversationist. (is there even such a word? anyway,she's great to talk with.) always many things to talk about,but essentially books.
2. excellent teacher (?!)
3. egg + xD (LOL! Even I know I'm not making proper sense to myself.)

10) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
~NON-smoker
~NON-alcoholic (maybe social drinking allowed? hmm...)
~NON-womanizer (or i'll first smack you and divorce you and bawl my eyes out after)
~NO ganster (wannabe) behaviour
~Lanky person and must be at least 9cm taller than me
~Prefably a vegetarian
~Good sense of humor (?)
~Must be able to go crazy/crap with me,so I will have someone to share PLUS I wont be feeling silly/awkward about it..so probably someone who's into all the anime/manga/books/movie/music stuff that I am into...(HAHA!LOL!)
~I love him,he loves me. PLUS mutual understanding.

So there. I MIGHT have some ridiculous wants,but this IS a WISH-list afterall. heh.

11) Which type of person do you hate the most?
`Attention seekers
`People who 'kill' you immediately with just one sentence/word when you try to 1) hold a conversation and 2) give constructive criticism
`Double-standards-ers
`Backstabbers

12) What is your ambition?
Counsellor? Lawyer? I have no idea.

13) If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point them out. I'll admit I have been asking people what my faults are. But better to tell my mistakes to me in my face than gossip to others about them behind my back.

14) What aspect of someone's character do you admire the most.
People who don't ever complain. (I know I complain too much. Sorry to all those I've ever complained to.)

15) Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nope. And no sense of fashion. (Yes,THAT'S why people call me an aunty what with all my hand-me-downs.) Shopping is SO much less boring with friends,but with my parents... UHM.........

16) If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
*looks up* I think I have already mentioned it? Hm.. I'd like to complain less,and of course be a better listener.
....and Esther says I blame myself too much. So maybe I'd have to change that? hmm~

17) What do you usually do at home?
Read (and reread) all the books i own
Eat or cook up something random
Play on the computer
Dream and talk to myself
Open 'self-only'concerts in the privates of my own room(Yup,I do admit I'm crazy!)

18) Any weird habits or quirks?
-I can't stand fingerprints on shiny surfaces =X (same as XiaoDan...but IDK if she will wipe them away. Mostly I will,if nobody's watching. heh.)
-As mentioned above,I talk to myself. All -okay,half. okay! maybe more than half! but still- the time.
-I...talk to my soft toys..? (and fingers,and reflection,and toes,and toenails,and thighs,and........)
-Oh,the concert thing too. I jump about in my room ike crazy.
-I will wrap the books precious to me. The rest may just rot.
-i shake off excess water/moisture from fruits before eating them

19) How do you think the person who tagged you can change to be a better person ?
She's good. Maybe sleep less? IDK. (Sorry,XD!)

20) What would you be doing if you were not taking this quiz?
(I'm always listening to music so that doesn't count.)
Playing on Facebook.
Or maybe reading random manga.
Or maybe chat/roleplay on CR.

people I tag/will tag:
Su Qi
Patsy
YiLing
Melanie
XinLi


Saturday, October 11, 2008
(not!) farewell assembly
10/11/2008 02:59:00 pm

yesterday was farewell assembly... i wont talk about it now because i am still waiting for photos.. so i shall 'entertain' with some quizzes i took (thanks,kagami and eli!)

What's your biggest sin?
Greed:High
Gluttony:Medium
Wrath:Medium
Sloth:Medium
Envy:Medium
Lust:Very Low
Pride:Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Number of Countries
40
Created by OnePlusYou - Free Online Dating

i named: Afghanistan, Algeria, Armenia, Australia, Austria, Bangladesh, Belgium, Brazil, Cameroon, Canada, Chile, China, Czech Republic, Denmark, Egypt, Ethiopia, France, Germany, Hong Kong, India, Iran, Iraq, Italy, Japan, Kuwait, Laos, Malaysia, Mexico, Mongolia, Morocco, Myanmar, North Korea, Philippines, Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Slovakia, Somalia, Thailand, United States, Vietnam,
can improve..

haha... i shall stop today!!


Monday, October 06, 2008
Vampire Knight Guilty
10/06/2008 12:28:00 am

yes! after much awaiting,season 2 is final;y showing! and i had forgotten about it until me good friend reminded me. you most probably wont see this,but thanks, raiza!

i know i promised to update about the week,but i cant and i;m sorry.i probably wont be touching my blog until after 13nov... hahaha..

final mile to the future!


Thursday, October 02, 2008
Decode, Paramore
10/02/2008 10:10:00 pm

just cant wait for the song decode by paramore!! i cant even find the song anywhere online! gah!! and its such a nice song too!!
listen to it here: http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/

it will be the soundtrack for the twilight saga!
and i was just talking to Dewi about paramore.. seems she will buy their albums after o's.. i love the song misery business.. gotta go listen to more songs.. i keep replaying decode,though.. love it!! heart heart! ahahaha

will update about the week this weekend if i can.. haha


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