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underneath the stars

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen ~

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Friday, May 29, 2009
updates again
5/29/2009 07:05:00 am

ahahah,after so long!! -gets shot-

Stacy's b'dae, 8th May
we sang her a birthday song and gave her her all-too-huggable teddy bear! uwahahahha xD

Esther's b'dae, 9th May
went to Tree Top Walk with teo and dor and yen and glenn. met dewi at macritchie, and spent like 1 hour waiting for kang ming and zi peng because kang ming got up late >_>

walked for hours!!!!!!!! so tiring,but super fun. km and zp managed to meet us on the Tree Top walk,km not wearing his shirt and all. zp is his usual noisy self, sprouting his nonsense all the time (but kang ming gets entertained)

went for dinner with them at J8... Esther paid for half the money when we ate at Pizza Hut. we had actually wanted to watch a movie at GV but in the end we went to Esther's house,intending to watch Bolt. zp km and me went to esther's while teo and dor only came after they bathed at home. glenn went to yen's to bathe too.
Esther's primary school mates came over,and we celebrated Esther's birthday with cake when yen and dor and glenn are finally here.

about 15 minutes or so into the movie,and dad chases me home with threats.
[rant]I DONT GET why they dont let me stay over at a GIRL's house. and i cant even stay till the end of the movie!
when i asked for explanations when i got home, i got NONE. why can they just friggin' EXPLAIN TO ME so i can understand? IT DOSENT HELP when they say, "You are a girl and 17 years old at that, we dont want you to do the wrong things; we worry about you!"
come on, i should be old enough to know that already.
and i can so take care of myself when i'm outside (minus the falls and injuries and all but still)
just saying that you worry is NOT ENOUGH AS EXPLANATION. i know you're worried,but FOR GOD'S SAKE HER PARENTS ARE HOME! how in the world is anything going to go wrong lah. you can allow them to stay here at MY place but i cant go the theirs? what reason is this >_>[/rant]

other stuff
class was fun. i love my classmates! it feels good to laugh everyday,even at stupid things xD
i just dont like drawing,but i cant improve without it D:
actually all classes are super useful. now i watch more tv and even the anime they are re-playing. its like i analyse the cuts between the scenes, the design, the plot, and everything i've learnt >_> (oh gawd i feel stupid,because i even analyse cut scenes in manga.)

will update about bernard's birthday and more stuff soon.
till then,have many nice days :D


Wednesday, May 13, 2009
redo!!!!!
5/13/2009 11:44:00 pm

i hate redoing my assingments. i mean, i know i suck, but i did my best! *rantrantrantrant*

time is not helping me. as with my own self. *must resist temptation to watch anime and read manga!!!!*

i wanna cry.
i wanna quit.

but i cant let this get me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
zijing shall try her bestest...!!!

sorry for the english. i'm truly upset


Tuesday, May 05, 2009
rant rant
5/05/2009 11:39:00 pm

i just realised i have lots of things to do! *dies*
  • cards -- 5. 3 for birthdays (by friday for one) and a mothers' day and fathers' day one
  • drawing fundamentals -- sketchbook item sketch
  • assignment 1 extended -- 20 panels
  • ICA 1

  • actually its most troublesome for the cards and assignment 1! i want to do something nice and cool and everything,but i dont know if i have time!!! rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr and today's design assignment presentation was horrid! i got most of my research wrong T^T

    again,goodbye my sleep!


    Monday, May 04, 2009
    unhealthy.
    5/04/2009 12:37:00 am

    unhealthy=sick.
    unhealthy=not eating properly.
    unhealthy=feeling stressed and having things to do but have no idea how to do them.
    unhealthy= ......

    i dont know anymore...!!! rawgh i'm confused and stressed and all. rant rant rant rant rant.
    i really dont want to fail! but i dont think my brain is good enough that i can actually pass anything at all D;

    zijing is turning more and more unhealthy... the food she has is crap.
    on school days....
    breakfast: bread/biscuits/eggs + milo
    lunch: bread/fruit/biscuits/sushi/fries/potato salad + water/fruit juice (usually bread,fruit and water)
    dinner: will sometimes have twice. the 1st is the in-school-and-half-hearted-dinner which is made to fill me a little.
    the 2nd is at home with proper rice and veggies but most times this happens at 9pm which is a totally unhealthy time for dinner.
    and then on weekends.... i'm stuffed with food by my folks. oh man. so darn unhealthy.
    and my weight fluctuates during the week! i want it to go down and stay there! (and hopefully slim down. and in my definition slim down is NOT = to lose weight.)

    rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr.
    rant over. sorry you had to see this.but i'm really feeling very crappy now.. (stomachache T^T)


    Saturday, May 02, 2009
    moar assignments!!! D;
    5/02/2009 08:35:00 pm

    *foams*

    me no like ze assignments!!! i think that's been my favourite sentence these days. i cant help it. i dont think anyone else does either. the only thing i'm happy about is that i get to draw though my drawing is still sucky.

    and we have assignment 1 extended!!!!! *kills xxx-san*

    and 3 birthdays coming up though i only have to get cards/presents for 2 of them (cos the last one is my bro and he doesnt need a present......i think.)

    rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr!!!


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