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underneath the stars

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen ~

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Saturday, August 22, 2009
studio project and portfolio
8/22/2009 11:10:00 am

yes,we have to do something liek that.

and i only have 10 more days to doooooooo!!!!!!! *dies*

15-30 seconds of animation and a 10 page portfolio.
10 pages =/= 10 drawings.
1 pages = several drawings
so totally i'd probably have to do 30 drawings or so.

and 1 second of animation = 12 drawings shots in 2s
i dunno how much time mine will take but that means about 240 drawings = 240 layers on photoshop or more (<< imma trying to use flash)

and i just realised some days back that my blog has been 2 years old so HAPPY BELATED 2 YEARS BIRTHDAY!
maybe i'll draw something for this and use in my portfoilo.

my mind is so screwed now.

and people who create multi accounts to flame people are scary.
i must not go to the complaints section in sgcafe ever again.
have reputation as cosplayer to uphold.

gah whatever. have to go back to work or i'd never finish.

btw,camp was fun! miss spending time with all my ft buddies! made some new friends too! sadly no one else other than me cosplays/is as interested in it as i am


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
random updates
8/11/2009 11:33:00 pm

went cloth hunting with ZhiYing on wednesday. had tons of fun. especially all the shopping. i missed that totally. shall do it again someday.
ARTFRIEND having sales till this sunday. i wants to buy copics! but i got some from my XiMei jiejie (thankyou! ilu~!) so maybe that'll be put aside for now?
i need to buy plywood for my gunblade though. but that will come after i have made a blueprint for it.

ordered my wig, and sent in the money both for that and my costume. funds left? a meager $3.67
i need moar moolah!! someone just please hire me for a job already. (because begging for it or waiting for it to fall from the sky is just wrong)

sunday National Day, went for camp and had fun. i wished i got the number/email of PeiJuan jiejie. we were having so much fun though we only knew each other that day.
campfire was awesome. i was so ghey. i sang at the top of my voice (to the point of shouting and me losing my voice) and danced to no end.
i just love campfires <3
went home after the film about how this boy had an idea to start spreading love to 3 people. 1 helps 3, who in turn helps another 3 and so on. he dies in the end trying to help this kid who was bullied. the bully had a knife (how dangerous! i wouldnt carry around a knife. at least not in my hand. my 2 penknives are safely in my bag xD)

yesterday was back to more trying-to-fix-illustrator.
finally got pissed and dl-ed illustrator into my bro's pc.
i tried to do my work but i still got a nasty 0 for my design grade today.
oh well. i know i need to work faster.

i shall try not to put myself down so much.
i shall work harder.
i shall be awesome somedayyyy


Wednesday, August 05, 2009
updating after awhile/emo-ish post
8/05/2009 01:33:00 am

yes. i shall talk about the emo part first. you can skip to the part where i end my rant and tell you more fun things.

[rant]
i find that life in poly is actually fun. i mean, i have all my friends and classmates and all who are awesome people. i met cosplayers/senpai-s i can learn so much stuff from and do epic stuff together.
i just feel that i shouldnt be in my course any longer. i feel so depressed. more and more each day as i look at my non-improving work and the disappointing grades i've been getting.
and the ideas i have suck so much to the core. not that i have many ideas to begin with but still.

my class/course mates have to suffer from my ranting and uselessness as well, and always encouraging me and helping me but sometimes i think i dont deserve them at all. i mean, i havent even done anything for you people! (which means i should go do something)
its not that i dont appreciate all you people do for me though.

i'm actually ranting because i hate myself alot. for my uselessness and everything. just me,me, and me. (oh gosh so egotistical)
and i realised i've been more depressed and withdrawn these few days though i still crap alot/finding topics to chat about. maybe you'd get tired of me talking and talking someday. maybe its pms. maybe i'm sinking back into my 'emo and i'm-useless-sh*t mode'.

i'm just so tired,uninspired,and useless.

please dont let me sink back into my depression mode. i hate to fake smiles at everyone and pretend to listen to them while i'm stuck in my own thoughts all day.
[/rant]

okay,i feel a little better now. maybe. anyhows, i shall talk about the YOG Appreciation Dinner yesterday (:

the sad thing was that it turned out a little (?!?!?!?) shabby. i (and not only me) have thought that dinner=wedding dinner - ish style (aka sit at table and getting served like at weddings) so some of us wore real nice and stuff. in the end it turned out to be a buffet. i had a melon slice and some (yellow) orange squash. (yes,its yellow in color though they call it orange squash)

the cosplayers and i were doing epic stuff. we chatted real long about all things under the sun. we got a cleaning guy/buffet vendor worker to help us with some photos (you can see them on facebook) we got out of compound by crawling/rolling under the gate. we walked to the station and continued chatting, and toky found this good-for-photoshoot place.
i felt horrid for ditching my classmates though. i'd have loved to spend time with them but i have no skill to split myself into pieces (though i do that mentally alot.)

i wishes to have kagebunshin no jutsu!!!
and more money for cosplay plox.

back to more work now.. byebye~


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