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underneath the stars

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen ~

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Saturday, October 31, 2009
World Hetalia Day '09 and Halloween xD
10/31/2009 02:38:00 am

warning: long post x3

World Hetalia Day' 09
it was just awesome. but that is probably just an understatement. i made friends with so many people too! (points at dennis, ellen, jill, elena. i so glad i got to meet eurika at last after talking to her for some time on jyunmei's livestream xD )

zhiying and i went to get groceries last friday, and then she came over to my place. we made these teeny sandwiches that were so cute and yummy :3 (at least they were, to us xD ) and fried breadstix be wonderfully delicious~

saturday, poor Switzerland got drunk and kinda sick before the game and had to go puke in the washroom. i didnt join in the game, so joei and zhiying and i went to frolic on the beach x3
elena found an orange in the sea and tessie (who was cosplaying Belarus and thus had a knife) cut it up. it was edible! not that i ate the orange with them, but still. and it looks fresh!
and all of them drew these beautiful piccus while i sat and stoned watched xD
you people have nice drawings!! and the prons to ohohohoh~
and kuni claimed me to be her slave for life and drew mochigirisu on my knee.

played around for a while more and then homed with a bunch of people xD


Halloween
dressed up for trick or treat in school today!
was sort-of made to make and wear cat ears OTL
tammy was a pirate, vickie and stacy were witches and kit you traitor! i thought you were gonna dress up so i did the cat ears! OTLLL ;;;;;;;
(there are more people i didnt mention, but i didnt forget you guys :3 )

i'm so glad i got to see my seniors and other friends dress up too!

and it was an exciting day! its my first time celebrating Halloween and i get to do so with my lovely class! ILU GUYS ;;
i laughed so much my cheeks and jaws hurt OTL
its too bad the other classes didnt dress up though!
and we received a full hat (maybe more?) of treats!

we had to sing/perform for some lecturers before we get treats though, but no matter :D
and there was this one office we went to, the lecturers attacked us with fake bullets the moment they opened the door. ouch xD

we even got to trick someone too! but that was because there was no one in the office. /fail

us: 'hey, we're gonna burst the balloon you have on your door if you dont open up!'
office: *no answer*
(2 of) us: *bursts balloon*

lecturers from the other office came out... 'i think they are all at lectures'
us: 'oops'

and then a lecturer from that office just happen to come back right after we burst the balloon on their door! LOL

there were people staring at my classmates (because they didnt dress down) at lunch. there was this man who was so shocked he totally stopped eating. haha. idk whether to say its kinda rude to be staring at people or fun to watch their expressions when they see us dress up. maybe art/animation students are weird like that?

jessica, charlotte, stacy and kit: had a small camwhore session before all of us went to the library xD
slacked there.
and omg the cookies at the library's cafe are so delicious<3

and then i went home and died on my bed. haha.


Saturday, October 17, 2009
wasted... and school starting D:
10/17/2009 05:50:00 pm

i believe i totally wasted the efforts to go down to ECP and cycle with the other cosplayers since i ate ice cream and chips and fries afterward. though i'm uber glad i made new friends! :D
bus trip home was long. took about 1.5 hours OTL
but at least it was cheaper. sort-of. and i managed to spam some sleep on the bus so yeah ^^

school is beginning in 2 days. i'm both dreading it and wanting school to start! i cant wait to learn color theory and meet my friends! then again, the assignments. ;;;;;


cosplay update:
1. dying for my gunblade now
2. gonna go for shoots as saikang and see how things go. maybe i'll have my own someday (though its most probably impossible since i suck haha.)

okay. shall go die on my bed or continue with props/watching Neon Genesis Evangelion now. bb


Thursday, October 15, 2009
uhm. what?
10/15/2009 03:45:00 pm

okay, i seriously need to stop complaining about Lightning being a difficult character to cosplay since i was the one who chose to do her in the first place.
and i have to stop procrastinating because heaven knows how much time i have when school starts. so maybe the first week will be kinda slack. maybe. but i havent been drawing for the 6 weeks in the holidays so i'd die once school starts again so goodbye to sleep and hello to more stress and crying since i'd have to work and do my costume on top of school and assignments and i draw so slow and take so long to come up with ideas so i'd probably die once school starts so yeah.
-insert scream pls-

thankfully i'm about half done with my stuff. i think i'll do the spray painting tomorrow and try to finish the gunblade today. i can do it if i chiong. i know i can. (must tell myself i can)
will probably die for costume though. the skirt thing is kinda hard to settle already, since the blue thing is actually some kind of shorts. maybe i'll cheat and use denim for the part that sticks out and wear dark blue FBTs under the skirt. idk. and the top... i think i may have to either get a half jacket in reddish tones and cut off the sleeves, or just modify this shirt i have though its black. and my dear mannequin, i'm sorry but i'd have to torture you for the jacket patterns i'm gonna have to try.

oh yes, and exercis be important since Lightning has these real sexy muscles


Tuesday, October 13, 2009
龍ノ啼ク箱庭拠リ
10/13/2009 01:01:00 am

because this is awesome xD
(found this pict online)
and where is luka? ;A;


Monday, October 12, 2009
n-new books?
10/12/2009 06:50:00 pm

i just saw Blaue Rosen 2 at Tenchi and i want it so bad!
and i also want DOLLS, Superior, Togainu no chi, and DOGS manga!
and Heritage, the hetalia artbook, and a DOGS artbook!!

ah, i hate having no paypal and being so totally farking broke



/sobs


Thursday, October 08, 2009
MIND IS FUCKED FOREVER
10/08/2009 08:28:00 pm


click to enlarge.
I QUOTE ZHIYING: MIND IS FUCKED FOREVER.
yes, this is how disturbing this picture is.


Saturday, October 03, 2009
gargh
10/03/2009 04:16:00 pm

so many things going on right now, my mind is spinning.

to 'Lady" I
i seriously dislike your attitude towards people. i mean, i know once trust is lost, its hard to regain. but you shouldnt just lump everyone into the same category and criticize them all. just because YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ALL ABOUT US doesnt mean you can say those hurtful and offending words. oh, and one more thing? you're a serious bitch too. dont tell me people do this and that to you. you retaliated and did hurtful things too. AND JUST BECAUSE OF SOME PEOPLE FUCKING UP YOUR LIFE DOESNT MEAN YOU SHOULD CURSE THE REST.
and, OFFEND ME IF YOU WILL, BUT MY RELIGION? THAT IS WAY OFF THE LINE.

i know i'm ranting here too,
but, like, WHATEVER HAPPENED TO SOLVING PROBLEMS IN DIPLOMATIC WAYS?
i cant stand you people quarreling/whining/complaining any longer.
its been on my nerves for the longest time
[/rant]


cosplay update
on a less harsh note, i have finally started on parts of my costume/prop
i hope i can finish everything i can/have the materials for by the end of the holidays

[personal list, view if you desire so]
which means i have to do:
  • Ed's arm for YaYi (i've been procrastinating for the LONGEST time OTL)
  • gunblade base
  • gloves
  • arm bands
  • touch up on boot covers
  • 'paper-testing' Lightning's jacket
  • shoulder armor


  • school reopen,art materials, etc
    art materials. have to get moar!! D<
    school starts in 2 weeks
    i havent drawn anything useful at allllllll
    and i NEED to learn how to draw hair OMG
    but i fail at everything already so yeah

    now owing viv about $55 for chalet and part of my shipping fee
    then will owe stuh-c more munnies due to art materials
    you girls are so awesomely nice! i will return them munnies to you! kisses!


    and so i end this rant here. shall get back to:
    facebook games/manga/anime
    ciao~


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