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Sunday, January 10, 2010
i'm bored now.super tired at the moment though i havent been doing much.and, and. i suck at CG.asdfghjkl ;;anyway, this:Things I have done in 2009Bold the things you have done in 2009 (:1. did something you said you would never do.
2. paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. lied about where you were.
4. discovered a new musician.
5. made something for a friend.
6. got a new phone. and i lost it! ];
7. got a new ipod/zune/mp3 player.
8. watched three or more episodes of saturday night live.
9. made fun of someone.
10. created a tumblr.
11. flew on a plane for the first time.
12. spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. met someone in real life that you originally met online. a whole load of cosplayers x]
14. done something illegal.
15. did your siblings chores for money.
16. stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.
17. hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. hugged your mom or dad.
19. baked.
20. made a new friend. friends, rather
21. lost a friend.
22. changed your views on society.
23. laughed at something that wasn’t funny. i laugh in the face of fail
24. got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
25. had a horrible birthday.
26. got a facebook.
27. deleted your myspace.
28. cried because you missed old times.
29. cleaned your room.
30. have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. told someone you love them and meant it.
32. told someone you hate them. in a jokingly way (:
33. screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. received a gift.
35. gave a gift.
36. read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. ate a lollipop.
38. threw away something by accident.
39. smoked a cigarette.
40. ran a mile.
41. switched schools.
42. aced a test.
43. wished you were in the past.
44. got scared about the future. more like uncertain but that's probably in the same category, right?
45. got yelled at by your parents.
46. lost a family member.
47. saw an old friend.
48. went to church/synagogue.
50. said you’re going to make next year better.
Saturday, January 09, 2010
i hate to start the new year with ranting but i cant help it.i just feel more stressed than ever.tl;dr - this world needs more people who are actually knowledgeable and lrn2dothingsrighti'm in the process of learning too, so i hope i dont do it wrongPoint #1. DO YOUR HOMEWORK, YOUthere was the incident yesterday where this uncle camped outside my school and stopped my friends and I and asked questions about our course, and made us repeat things so many times. maybe because i was in a bad mood yesterday somehow and couldnt stand him, but seriously? (my patience is better than that. i remember repeating things to this aunty for 2 whole hours and seeing all my buses go off. then again, i may be having PMS ytd. idk.)i mean, did he even consult/discuss with his daughter about what she wanted before asking students?and the least he could do is try to look on the internet about MOE and link to schools with courses, it should be there somewhere.next thing. cosfucks. cosplay is about character portrayal, and is fun when you do it. so many things can be found online to help you look as close to the character as possible! but why i still see so much fucked up cosplays! though i must admit, some new cosplayers actually look nice ad close to the character they are cosplaying as. but there are so many i see which are just... OTLespecially certain guys and gals i hear about/seeabout being OOC: if she doesnt smile, why do i see pictures of you smiling? omake is fine but that is only during shoots and when you're with friends right.and body-wise. if you dont have the right size, change your diet and exercise routine so you can look as close to the character as possible lah! not that i have anything against obese people cosplaying, but many eyes have been scarred forever. face shape and whatnot i know is cannot change le but if you have thick lips or what, at least use concealer or lipliner mah. and eyebrow-shape/color can be changed too, and you can try contouring.and some more. some people dont put make-up on. wtf? and you still let photogs take photos of you when you dont have make-up on? then when people flame you you say you didnt have make up on before what what time. what is this i dont even/nerdrageLOOK AT THIS AS AN EXAMPLE
WHY DO I SEE SNEAKERS AND BLACK HAIR AND A BAG!
this. this above is the right way.look and learn, girl on first picture. (its not like you'd ever chance upon this entry, but just in case you do, i have given you a great example)Point #2. PRACTICE MAKES PERFECTand while i know that is true, i just... fail so hard. though i have been doing better than when i started, i still suck so much.and 3D. WRYY YOU HATE ME SO MUCHHHHPoint #3. STOP GIVING EXCUSES FOR NOT DOING YOUR WORKyou. always give me excuse when you dont have any input. i know you have CCA stuff to do and your parents need to get up early and you cant close your room door and you need your sleep and all that shit.but why give me that as excuse when you dont finish your work! hello, Earth to YOU: WE NEED SLEEP TO OKAYand if the other classmate can do his stuff when he also has his CCA stuff you can do it too what.cannot use school time to do work meh?and what about negotiating with your parents to let you use the living room to do your work?and what's with getting so fucking distracted all the time!I CANNOT SENSE RESPONSIBILITY COMING FROM YOU CAN.and you dont feel guilt for not finishing your work one leh.your group mates are pissed with you okay. even i can see that.and when everyone tells you to do your work, you just mumble a 'fine' and go back to getting distracted minutes later. WTF!WAKE UP YOU IDEA!i say this is for your own good okay.and i swear. next time i say that and you dont wanna change. i am gonna give you warning, then i will keep your distractions from you by temporarily confiscating your things until you actually finish your work. and i dont care if you hate me and never talk to me again.this is no joke.Point #4. THIS FAG NEEDS A LIFEwhat is this i dont eveni somehow managed to read till chapter 41 and laugh at the fail, but even i dont have the will to carry on till the end. this girl.her fanfict is just so full of shit and her english is horrid, and she expects good reviews, threatening not to reveal new chapters if she doesnt get any.go fuck yourself, bitch. we dont care if you dont input new chapters.and white words against black bg hurt my eyes./rant
Friday, January 01, 2010
-to get better at art/drawing/crafting stuff-to have good cosplays-to have at least 1 photoshoot?-to get platform boots or boots of any sort that i can use for both outdoor and cosplay-to stay happy and healthy-to not get angry so easily-to get less squishy and flabbyi think that's all~cosplay plans (closest first)- Lightning, FFXIII- (one of the) Beatrice, Umineko no Naku Koro Ni- Meiko/Ruko/Luka, Synchronicity - Requim of the Circling World Version (tentative)- Senou Natsuru, Female Version, Kampfer