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underneath the stars

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen ~

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Monday, March 16, 2009
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3/16/2009 07:42:00 pm

its been about 3 weeks since i last touched this blog,and i apologise to those who've come here hoping for something new to read but have found nothing. i have so many things i want to talk about,but i doubt i can at the moment.

friday 13th i went out with YiLing (at last!) and she looks different from her photograph too! hahas. but we walked around (window) shopping and it was okay (:

saturday AMKsian Family Day. i didnt know it was area E the school was at,and Dad dropped me off at area B. i had to WALK 40 minutes from area B to E!!!! i saw Nat and TK and Dinie and a girl from their class whose name i forgot but i didnt walk with them.
sat under the tree with the 2/2 '06 peeps who were playing stress (QinJie and QianHui) and walked around looking for Michelle to pass her the OM drawings. talked to Ms Zaiton for awhile. 3/5 '09 gave us chocolate muffins to eat. ha-ha!
went to YJC afterward for their VALUES Day celebration. saw Jackie -Jacqueline- and Esther and their 6C ppls there. saw CP and YY and WenQi too! and i didnt know XiuWei was going,or i would have gone to YJ with him luhhs. i own self sit on the bus,so tired and silly (because i slept, and i played with the lime green balloon i got) met MX and Luominate and Sandy afterward while Esther went with her 6C ppls. walked arnd abit,then homed on the bus.

today...went for a job intro (?). they told us abt the job and showed us a demonstration of one of their products, the CAL water. the company is called Venture Era (which is MLM. MLM=multi level marketing),and we start as Sales Agents and slowly get promoted as we gain LV (Level Value)
our job is to just help to set up equipment for the more experienced ppls (managers,they call them) to explain to the various customers. i saw on the ad on gumtree,sg that it pays SGD$200-$300 per assignment,but i doubt that's really possible. mom scolded me for not finding that out. not that i care,as long as i get to earn like $1000 a month if i get to work alot.
oh well. i may have to find another job if this one doesnt work. training is FOC,btw.

and.........since i'm in the animation course,i'm supposed to be drawing like crazy. so here's a picture of what i've recently done:




heck,it looks so much better on paper,even though i went through the trouble of using photoshop to try and get the lines darker. and some lines still cant be seen! x[
any problems you see with the picture,like maybe the angle of her hand/leg is wrong,etc., feel free to tell me. thankies~~!!


---edit---
i'm so upset. my mom is insinuating all sorts of things.
her favourite phrase "一句话打翻一船人", i now throw back at her.

its so infuriating she's all about me getting a job quickly that earns some cash,but not wanting me to do jobs that are like sales. (and possibly commission-based.) and she immediately says that sales jobs like this is definately commission-based,blah blah blah.
we get to learn interpersonal skills like communication in sales! what the hell is wrong with that! and mom was all "you're still schooling,not working! you need money now, so you should find those pay-by-hour jobs!"
please,if jobs like that are so easy to find, i'd like to see you get one for me. and what the hell is with all the material stuff like money!!!!!

and she was speaking about the 'good points' of pay-by-hour jobs,such as knowing how much you'll earn so its worth the travelling,etc. she's totally omitting the skills!

mom: "its not worth the travelling! you might as well stay home!"
me: "yeah,and who was the one who wanted me to get a job quickly?"
mom: "travelling is expensive!"
me: "its my own money i'm using as travel fees"
mom: "yeah,but how much isit you put in the bank each year? do you know i top it up every year to like a hundred when you just give me $50?" that liar. i have my bank book so i know exactly how much is put in.
mom: "so $500 is my money blah blah" oh please. the total is only roughly $500. and whose fault is it that i dont get money from the government when i get good academic results at school?!
me: "but the last time i worked, i gave you $1000 and i told you to take whatever amount you wanted~!!"
mom: "its just heartless money. you dont intend to give me the money. how in the world would a person with the heart to give their parents money tell them to take whatever amount they want?!
me: "but i wouldnt know! i didnt know! i did tell you to take whatever amount you want and i meant it! its just money!" *in my mind: i only need just so little,its really material."
mom: "so that means you dont intend to give me the money! like i said,if you intended to give it to me, you would have been like, 'here's $200' or something like that!"

what the hell. what a whole lot of insinuations. i cant write this anymore. the more i write,the more i want to cry. i am SO going to start the card blogshop with Esther asap, go learn japanese (another skill which my mother claimed useless and which i should only learn when i need it,which i think is total crap because i feel i should get my skills ready so i get the chances to go do things) , and scrimp and save (and probably starve or just survive on bread and cheese......oh wait,cheese is expensive too. just bread,then.)

gawd,i hate my mother's insinuations.


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