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underneath the stars

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen ~

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Thursday, April 14, 2011
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4/14/2011 12:45:00 am

i think i should start a tumblr blog or twitter or something. easier for me to rant and all that jazz, right?

anyways, reading a certain Ameranada fanfict is reminding me of the pathetic time i spent in depression; almost 2 weeks-a month i think? would stare at the ceiling thinking of nothing at all, cry at the strangest times, and had almost no sleep. more like, i want to sleep but i can't. and then i'll either end up staring blankly at everything or start crying all over again.
either that, or i slept and woke up after an hour or something - definitely not enough of sleep,i swear- and have batshit crazy dreams half the fucking time. which, might i add, will wake me up for certain.

i probably lost weight during that time too. not like i can remember any of it. nor do i want to.

back to reading now; i hope things turn out better for the characters and i'll stop feeling so depressed.
and omg please end quickly i am procrastinating on my costume just because i am reading fffffff


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